and then 2 years passed, really time flies so fast
2 years passed since i last wrote journal in DA
and yeah, DA is no longer my interest
i prefer Tumblr than DA because i dont need use english haha
but suddenly i remembered again my DA, and how ar u?
i stressed out because of my coursework, sketchup and blahblahblah
nowadays this kind of thing makes me sick, am i really fit in here? that question i asked repeatedly, especially when im in bad mood or deppressed
i jealous toward my friends who more capable, more creative, more diligent, stronger, than me . im nothing. can i keep moving, am i in the right path, am i, one day, will find something that would made me appreciate my self?
sorry if theres anyone who read it, u know, i think that i cant write this full complaints journal in Tumblr, this is the safest place i think.
and sorry to you again
sorry for bad english like always